This is very hard for me to talk about, but I share virtually the same story almost exactly, I too suffer from PTSD, in a most horrific way. Veteran baby groot hug eagle globe anchor. I can’t bring myself to talk about the cause. But it is traumatic as it gets. Even writing. This now has me feeling broken and as strong and as tough as I am
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I can’t stop the tears , at my lowest. I decided , not considered, decided to make a plan, set a date. And end it all. I told no one. 2 days before I was going to commit suicide. Through what I Know now was an act of God. A very shy, frightened beagle came into my life and instantly I could feel a strong connection. As soon as he saw me, he ran to me and it was as if he was saying ” finally I found you. That night he witnessed for the first time me having a terrible panic attacks. Veteran baby groot hug eagle globe anchor. He tried snuggling me and nudging me. But I was freaking out, sitting on the couch rocking back. And forth crying uncontrollably. He got on the couch. stood all 4 paws on my lap facing me and gently placed his head on my chest. And it was incredibly powerful, his eyes. They said I get it. and I love you. He saved my life. And did what no doctor, no friends, no family, no meds could do!
We was that light that finally helped me find my way back from the darkest of places. I too had a scare with him. He had an issue with his spine and lost the use of his back legs. I thought it was over, the surgery was 12 grand and not a sure thing. My family payed for the surgery. And he made a full recovery but it was the worst feeling thinking.
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I was going to lose him. Fast forward to November 2016. He got sick, real sick. They thought it was his Lyme’s disease acting up. But he kept trying to tell me something , but I didn’t understand, on December 21. I was told that he had cancer of the intestines. And that he would not make it through the night
I didn’t know what to do. And had to let him go. You sat face to face with him and sung the song ” pass slowly ” and as I finished. He slipped away! I relied on him so much to stay strong, he was my joy, my light, my bubby boy. It hasn’t gotten any easier. But I pray to him. Every night and look to the day. When I am called home. And I know he will greet me at the gates with his beagley. smile and his wiggle butt dance, so dude. I understand more than anyone else just what that little angel means to you. Don’t think about what you will feel when you lose him. Because inevitably you will. enjoy every moment you have with him. Soak up every lesson he can teach you and when the time comes , honor him by continuing to heal. And I thank you for sharing your story. It helps me to know that someone understands exactly what kind of gift I was given in my weakest moment in life .