My divorce hearing is December 4th 2018. All I want to do is see my kids and love them. I pray this helps someone somewhere. I am trying to rebuild my life from the ground up. Redheads are the reason santa has naughty list christmas I moved to a place where I don’t know a single person except my ex and my kids and I am lonely as heck. But I have hope that I will see my kids soon.
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I was married to a woman who claimed I was a narcissist, claimed I had problems that I needed help. Gave me ultimatum after ultimatum that either I change or she leaves, I get help or she leaves, give up your daughter or she leaves. Cost me my military career because “I had sought help for too long”. Redheads are the reason santa has naughty list christmas When she found out I wasn’t going to get full retirement and disability she left me. Took the kids and moved two states away. I am now living near her again but I have not seen my kids not one day in over 6 months and maybe 45 days over the past two years.
There is more much more but you get the picture. I have lost control and almost killed myself over this because I lost everything. I prayed to God to give me someone to love other than the man I loved dearly for 11 years. And a month layer I found out I was pregnant. Didn’t get pregnant in 11 years with this man. I said that huge prayer.and I had his son. And instantly. I was able to see through the glass. And no longer am obsessed with him. I have my son to love. There’s power in prayer. Believe that.
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How do you know when a person has the ability/fight/power to change? I am not sure if certain aspects are my fault and I am not sure if he may change. There was a wrong number in my phone and he woke me up hitting me. He scared me. I’m still blowing blood out of my nose and am bruised and hurt. He was drinking we both were as we had went out. When he doesn’t drink he’s a great guy but the other night i was genuinely afraid and i’m confused because a piece of me feels like with guidance he will be better then the majority of me feels like people don’t change.