I couldn’t heal on my own Samantha. It took many years for me to surrender it to God. And then it took many more years for him to heal my broken heart. But he can do it. Try him. I’m mostly peace love and light and a little go fuck yourself mug Praying for you sister. Be brave and courageous.
I’m mostly peace love and light and a little go fuck yourself mug
but you can. I had to wait until I was 18 and had enough money to run from home from my abusive dad. I thought about running away at 16 but I needed to take my little sister with me. I had enough common sense to know that we would have become prostitutes or been killed. We were not streetsmart, had no money, no transportation and nowhere to go. But is soon as I was 18, I got on a one-way jet plane and left the country. I’m mostly peace love and light and a little go fuck yourself mug I got as far away from my dad if I could. It took many years for God to heal me from bitterness and hatred. Today I forgive him and I love him. It’s only through Christ that I can do that. I could never have done it in myself. That doesn’t mean I have to associate with him and I don’t. But the bitterness only hurt me, not him.
I totally understand, Sandy. My father was sexually abusive for 11 years. And I swore I wouldn’t marry an abusive man, because I wasn’t in recovery, I did… Three times! Emotionally and mentally abusive men. It’s taken me many years as a Christian to allow God to help me. When I finally surrendered it to him completely, amended my heart and gave me forgiveness for my dad. My father is still living if you can call it that, with all timers in a nursing home. I visit him occasionally but I don’t associate with him on a regular basis. I forgive him and I love him through Christ. I could never do it on my own. Try God. It’s the only thing that works.