Honestly, the longevity of life is what scares me. I afraid to be stuck in something singular. Since graduation I have tried different roles, blogger, content writer, Floral I wasn’t made for people illustrator, graphic designer and set decorator. All in a span of a year and a half.
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I don’t like the idea of doing something singular. But I still feel out of passion, motivation and drive. I had an immense passion for a while right before graduation but not sure what exactly changed. I have been numb for a very long time and lost the will to do anything anymore. Floral I wasn’t made for people And it hurts. I know I am better. I have done better. But it is like I am stuck in limbo and seeing my life pass right in front of me.
Because there is so much time, you will find yourself as long as you keep on searching. Maybe your thing is not focusing on one thing but many! There’s nothing more powerful than having a wide set of skills. Everyone wants to work with you, you become self efficient. I used to think that I will be a singer and that’s it. But when I started doing all of the other things at once I started feeling the real passion, not just the willingness. I hope you find that passion too.
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Life isn’t just one job and one life. I have had lots of very different chapters in my life. We all do if we really live it. Who are your true heroes? That might help. One of mine is Angelina Jolie. But not for the “Hollywood” reasonns. When I think of her I see someone who has given a lot to try to help the poor and disadvantaged around the world. In refugee camps. It takes time to figure it out. Be you. It is the only person you will be good at being!
I’ve done some AMAZING things with my life, and been honored to have helped some AMAZING people!! But I’ve also been lied to & about, right now, and I live everyday in pain. I can’t shoulder it alone anymore. So have a few hysterical laughs for me too?